Tumblr?

I'm thinking about starting one. Why?
I don't know.

It took me a ridiculous amount of time to even choose a theme. My eyes welled up at the frustration of not even being able to make the smallest of decisions. One that doesn't even matter.
Which started negative self-talk of which I am still not above.
How can one so pathetic still be existing?

All I seem to know how to do is appreciate beauty.